Fading memories of love

2008-09-12T02:09:00.005+08:00

finally got back my laptop from jason.
zzzz.
i thought he's gona ask me for the money but he didnt.
all he said was'i will bill to your dad's company. even though he didnt say, but ya..'
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so anw,
had an advance birthday celebration at cheeky chocolate.
oki, it came as a surprise.
i just asked you people there to have desserts!
tyty! lec nini(pro) & alvin!
the cute lil cakes/tarts/choco.
and also the presents.
one from pro and lec.
one from xavier.
& one from alvin.
thank you!=D
oh and an advance thank you to daryl too!
called me and told me to wait for his present.
HAHA!

am looking forward to the celebration at st james;)
stupid gladys die die dont wana go.
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sigh..
why must things turn out like that.
i dont want to hurt you.
tell me, what should i do?

2008-08-04T22:45:00.002+08:00

wake up wake up!
still in your dream when everyone else's mugging?
come on!
you've got no time left!
dont end up crying over spilled milk,
fail and its the end for you.

i want to study but my laziness has gotten over me.
i dont want to fail but its not a matter of want/dont want.
who will wants to fail anw?

ahhh... i dont like to be tested.
and yet all the tests and exams seems to be endless,
one after another.
how i wish..
how i wish all these will be a breeze for me.
its never the case.
nothing's easy for me.

still thinking about oiap?
dream on.
dont talk about academic.
just on my attitude alone,
skipping lectures,
late for tutorials,
all sorts of crap.
i can just forget about it.

and cux of all these stress most are facing now,
more problems arises.
sucha useless friend i am.

2008-07-24T11:00:00.002+08:00

yay! m1 broadband everywhere!
passed by m1 shop and decided to take a look at this,
and it turned out to be so cheap!
'yes, i want to sign up for this now'
and within mins it's done.
xaria gona say im super steady once again.right?
i called daddy and told him about it and luckily he didnt ask me to pay myself=p
'oki lo, just bill to my place' was all he replied.
=DD
j'aime it! no longer hafta ask around for sg wireless acc.
super irritating!
---
and french oral test is finally over!like just mins ago?
oh mang!i cant believe that....
i actually had butterflies in my stomach before this!
its like o level oral,
waiting outside the classroom for my turn to come.
then i get to prepare and tada!it's my turn!

poor lec's still waiting for her turn outside.
she's not preparing, she's having fun there!
(i can hear her laughter from here!)
hahahahahah!

2008-07-20T23:58:00.015+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAN!
she thought we gona eat at foodcourt or sth!
heh heh, not bad hur,
at least there's an ice cream cake from swenson?
and a watch from us!
yesyes, all these made gladys and i broke!
was alr broke inititally, after this im like left with 2 bucks or so?
pathetic?!
thank you daddy for doubling my pocket money this week to 200.
phew..
anyway, hope ah han enjoyed the celebration=D
been quite sometime since i last saw her.
and also gladys huimin and josh!
headed to han's house with gladys to play bridge and the 2 of them went home.
as usual, gladys entertained us.
laugh and laugh and laugh..
14 dec babies are jokes themselves! seriously.
my 2 friends, gladys and lec, proven it all!

Happy birthday girl.
Look!she's wearing the watch we bought for her!

We lied to her.
'lick the candles and ur wish will come true'
she really licked it!
not just a gentle touch mind you!
super funny!
HAHA

oh and did i mention that she has to blow out the candles one by one?
if not....
restart!relight!
FUN!

saturday was a fun day out too- with derrick lec han and darren
no more NE shows)=
i enjoyed doing duty under the rain anyway..
and sun tanning before the rain.
awesome!
the black knights still rawks big time!
derrick's black knight-7!
black knight 1-6 get to perform!
super suay eh.

went to meet derrick and 2 of his friends after the show.
i was on the car for 2 hours or so?
friend A drove the car to his place at batok(took around an hour?)
friend B then drove to his place at jurong(15 mins?)
derrick then took over after the 2 reached home.
went to pick lec at boonlay mrt,(10 mins)
then to darren's friend's house to pick him,(15 mins)
and then to hillview to pick ah han,(10 mins)
and then to timah for prata!(15 mins)
no wonder i was feeling so cold even at the warm warm prata shop.
all the way in the car with the aircon.

then to han's house for bridge all the way till 4+,
then to gombak for breakfast?
eat and play.
shit mang!
what am i doing?!

lec's over the moon when she met me after the show!
yes, cux of my presence!=p
JOKE!
its sth she got from me!
hahah!

wasnt shock to hear that,
but its disappointing!
i hope its not true.

2008-07-17T00:46:00.005+08:00

LOW ATTENDANCE NOTIFICATION: CHUA XIN FANG 2MMB

GOSH GOSH GOSH! RECEIVE THIS FOR THE 1ST TIME FOR CORE MODULES!

Dr Rekha: becareful, its the debarrment period.

okiiiie, i will remember this. and i will be punctual everyday, never miss a single lesson from now on!i SWEAR i will try.

yes, i missed lesson ytd, but i went today!
why? presentation again!
well well well, its the last one anyway(excluding french),
HURRAY!
i survived all the projects this sem.
HAPPY HAPPY lalala=D

Class collage!
my suggestion but credits goes to lec!
merci!
These pics were submitted to some ndp racial harmony thingy.
caution to those who have pics in my phone,
who knows it was submitted too.
but chill, they need 30 000 faces, its not easy to spot yours!

2008-07-14T01:00:00.008+08:00

NE SHOW 2!

coolios! deployed as mrt marshalls.
and the best thing was, it's at boon lay!
less than 5 mins walk from my house( sink ship, jealous or not?)

The train with only 24 of us.

too free! had a picture taken with sink-ship

train only stopped at 4 stations to pick the students up
and vrooom, all the way to raffles place.

there we are! at raffles place

made our way to marina bay and yes,
no more duty until the shows end.
but sadly, we werent allowed to watch the show!
thank god, our gathering point allowed us to at least see the fireworks and the black knights!

greedy sink-ship!
its actually ours!=p

no choice! we had too many boxes of KFC!

free time=camwhoring session!
oh mang! i look like ghost!

nini decided to slack and join us.

pic taken by lec when the national anthem was played!
hor hor.

nice heart shape formed!-black knights!

soon after this was the fireworks and that we had to lead the pri 5 kids back to raffles place mrt.

this was the formation.
army personnel infront, us-forming the arrow head and the students and the teachers behind us.

cool isn't it?
we walked past this ice-cream seller and he was able to identify the formation. 'wah!arrow head ah?'
we seemed like some big shots walking all the way from A to B.
anyway, cool formation but plan failed.
only 2 classes were with us when we reached raffles place.
hahahah!
we were suppose to have 4 schools behind us, and not just 2 classes!
waited for them....lalalala.....slacked AGAIN!
and yeah! we reached boonlay at around 10pm.
so much earlier than last week.

looking forward to the next show!
enjoyed lai lai!
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5 out of the 6 projects were completed!
HURRAY!
good day singapore, be prepared to SCREAM AND PARTY!

2008-07-12T00:49:00.006+08:00

Dr rika(or whichever way its spelt): ive heard lotza complains about ur class.blah blah
ah whatever... we are just proud of it.
1/2M03

squash was fun ytd.
& i enjoyed french lesson too!
prepared a role play within 15 mins.
not bad hur?
but not as successful as chong thou.
he's really a potential opera singer!
so engrossed in the play,
great entertainment by him=D
thumbs up!
and we did a family tree of LEC, BEATA & ME!
and im the AH MA!
hahahaaaha. grand mere.
tree in process........

Tada! it's done.
interesting family with all sorts of mix(:

next lesson gona have written test)=
nono, its not gona be fun like oral assessment.

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'morning sleeping fierce beauty who scold her bro'-anonymous
and when i saw darren today,
me:you complained to him that i scolded you?what u say?
darren: 'i use phone she also scold me'
me:*speechless*
felt guilty...but im also very nice to him okay!-most of the time=p
he msged me just before he reached home,
to prepare dinner for him.
and i did!
see!both my bros are lucky!

when des was on the phone.
i snatched the phone and talked to the girl.
'dont chat with him, i introduce you to another bro, cuter!'
hahahahah!childish but fun lar!
matchmaker.
its my job!to prevent myself from being mistaken by others as their gfs.
can u imagine one 13 years old boy with an 18 years old adult?
so funny can!

anw, i enjoyed my time with them(=
and i always do. shooting here and there
=FUN!(lec should know?)
should have went for movie just now when darren's treating!
popcorn's included too!
ahh, im just too lazy and tired at the same time.
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NE show 2 tmr! deployed as mrt marshall at boon lay mrt.
looking forward to it,
no annoying aunties and uncle,
just cute lil primary 5 kids.
awesome!
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6 blue blacks on my arm, lining in a row.
ive no idea how all these came about,
it just suddenly appear, and it comes in different colours and shades!
hahaha!
god gave it to me cux i love them?
hmm....

2008-07-08T00:38:00.004+08:00

finally ccta and immuno project is done!
i was super pissed by the ccta project,
really spoilt my day!
the average no. of slides for our class was around 50+,
long?yes,very!
why? cux its that much info on the topics given!
and i had to help darren to type in his maths solution and send it online by 12am!
and french recording by 12am too!
oki, and i was halfway thru the ccta project!
ahhhhh!
and darren's maths thingy cant be submitted after ive finish typing everything in!
fyi, its not that easy to type those maths thingy in !
and cux of all these, my attitude towards darren was really bad.
shouted at him, and everything
im so sorry)=

and immuno project!
wanted to interview DR D,
he agreed on sunday, but postponed it to monday.
then then then!
after we meet up on monday, he's unwilling to let us interview!
despite much persuasion, 2 hrs okay!!its that long,
he still rejected us.
and luckily, DR A agreed to help us.
super last min notice.
'now? okay now' kinda thing
so on and steady!
we finished the interview within half an hour.
salute to him, super professional.
and also...
thnkz to derrick! i owe u 1!
for wasting ur time, wasting ur car petrol,
wasting ur energy to persuade 'him'!

nix is feeling much better after venting all my frustrations=D
i need a chill pill.
lec(miss swan), supply me please=pp

2008-07-03T00:16:00.013+08:00

okay okay. yes monsieur and mademoiselle.

i'll update!!
oh yes, french lesson has started, squash and shooting too.
and NE show will be starting this sat!
excited=DD

but but,
project's starting to pile up like nobody's business)):
mmb,ccta,immuno & dbg. one more project for each module.
now you see why! im busy lar!

some interesting pics to share btw,
process of obtaining the spleen of micey!

waiting to die.

Dead!

Starting to dissect!

Done!spleen was taken out!

only this front part is interesting,

the steps after this super duper long.

our grp did the whole experiment with 2 spleen and ended up with lotza cells to count!
all those who've seen got a shock. haha.
1.97x10^7 cells/ml or so?

way too many!

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Random #1
oh!oh!
i was one of the 15 to turn up for ccta make-up lecture ytd!
apprause prease(=
turned over a new leaf!
(paying attention or not is yet another ques=p)
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Random #2

a rainbow i saw few days ago,
no? i dont remember that it rains before this.hmm..

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Random #3
nini's birthday=D
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!

and also HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to these people too:

ER JIE!
PETER!
AH HU!

lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to ANGELA san jie=p
er jie san jie. wooo.
the 7 sisters!
when will be together again?

after their a levels?hopefully=D

2008-06-23T23:22:00.002+08:00

)))))))=
super lousy results.
now i know im not cut out for this.
having regrets.. really a wrong choice made.
sighh

2008-06-22T16:03:00.002+08:00

yay! one craving down(=
had lunch at soup spoon with lec nini and aaron after ndp training session.
yum yum=D
and then we went to shop shop shop & shop.
wow! #1- daryl called!
when was the last time we chatted on phone?
years ago im pretty sure.
and surprisingly he asked to meet at night.
okayyy, called to kpo only.
(at something which happened a night before)

and the next wow! happened when lec and i went to lido to catch 'don't mess with the zohan'.
gladys called me.
gladys: hey!... ... ...(blah blah)
me:... ...(blah blah)
me: where are you?
gladys: working lo.. but having break now.
me: huh? you working? where?
gladys: isetan
me: which isetan?
gladys: lido
me: i just stepped into lido!
such a coincidence.

wow! #3
during the movie, lec was super quiet!
this is super unlike her.
the usual her will laugh at the slightest joke or sth.
and its contagious!
the stupid thing was, only towards the end of the movie that i realised she was sleeping!
no wonder!

our day ended with a dinner/supper at hk cafe at cine (FINALLY)
we went around searching for cafe, restaurants or wherever we can settle our dinner.
most of them were closed at that time!
luckily we went to cine-which was still very happening then.

sch's starting tmr))))= (((((=
happy yet sad. idk why.
who cares anw?
the next hol gona come soon!
(being an optimist for once)

random stuff.
i suddenly thought of my most embarrassing moment.
can never forget that.
HAHAHAH!
and i gona *shhh*
too paiseh alr!

2008-06-20T00:25:00.011+08:00

im lazy to post anything..

but ahhhh..... this is super funny!

at bakerzin...
me: eh, call for bill
LEC: dont want. i have pride

(we'll see what' your pride all about hur.haha)
me: faster.. you call for the bill and this will be my treat
LEC: erm, bill please.

HAHAHAHAH! i see... so this is what you call PRIDE!
okayyyyyyyyy
as promised, your BIG name will be up here=D

anyway, stupid us wanted to save money.
and settled at yoshinoya for dinner.
and then, somebody suggested to have desert.
and oki, so the atm machine was smart enough to dispense 50 bucks when i only wanted 20.
and tada! its gone.

here's our costly deserts:

costly because it worth more than PRIDE! right lec?=p

2008-06-11T15:13:00.010+08:00

holiday update!

Sunday
watched Kungfu Panda with darren.
rate it ***/*****

within hours and 70 bucks gone!
shitoz! @%*$
i gona limit myself to spend like 5 bucks per day?
hahah!totally impossible!

Monday
to mediacorp with lec, darren and his friend,
durt and her friends for a live show.
fun wasn't on the show itself, but ourselves!
with durt entertaining us with her cheapo $2 HIGH heels,
and striping infront of us!

and then to grandma's house to watch soccer
(Darren was bored and needed company!)

2 super busy guys on the phone.

tuesday
pa's volunteers briefing.
not bad hur, still have free buffet.

The end.

so what's for today?
gyming!
uhuh, still waiting for lec to wake up.
wakey wakey!

My hol isn't wasted=D

2008-06-07T00:29:00.008+08:00

YES! CT'S OVER!
can't wait for this day to come!
choramphenicol,metronidazole & spectinoycin
all you antibiotics anti-me please!
corynebacteria diphtheriae & neisseria gonorrhoeae
i won't want diseases caused by you either.
anton van leewenhoek & alexander fleming
let me stop dreaming of you people will you?
all you out of my brain cells!
it's time to chill(=

first plan after ct.
daddy's birthday celebration!

Heh heh! can't escape from me=p

SUPER RARE! you wouldnt see any of his pics with his teeth!

Daddy's making his wishes.
must be things like,
-let them be guai guai(esp. the 2 BOYS)
-xinfang faster get married(JOKE!)

dinner was my treat! okayyyyy, des contributed a lil
and my dearest ah feng who bought the cake!
daddy's blessed isn't he?=D

2008-05-30T20:59:00.025+08:00

The 3 little piggies=D
i was asked to be back home early to look after the 2 of them.
nanny hur?

yay!
one CT down, a day nearer to the hol!
Chua nix is feeling super happy(((=

and maybe this is what i gona do during the hols.
so many versions at home,
Digimon 1 and D-12 not in the pic .
psp shall be cast aside for the time being.
and back to my childhood games!!

im feeling excited for tmr's ndp ambass training!
the all-black-group!

2008-05-28T17:37:00.002+08:00

)=
CCTA prac tests today -->*shakehead*
yes, we can bring anything in,
prac lab manual, prac worksheets,
lecture notes... everything.
but still! i felt so lost.
there goes my 15% for CCTA.
20% for common test gona play away too.

wake up wake up!
time to study!
dont regret only after you flunk everything!

2008-05-27T22:51:00.002+08:00

CT starts this friday!
i know its nearing but didnt know its sooooooooo soon!
mmb paper and smart me hasnt touch anything yet.
GOOD LUCK! to myself=D
CT for others is 'study time'
for me, its just an indication that hol is coming.
2 more weeks and its term break ONCE AGAIN!
awesome!!

2008-05-13T22:53:00.005+08:00

i didnt know ccta prac could be as interestin as the others too!

dissection of chicken embryo!

oki, nix is turning into a saddist.

mincing the body.

chopping the eyeball.

OMGGG!

2008-05-11T23:14:00.002+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!
all 3 of us paid respect to mummy today.
and yes, finally its all 3 of us.

how time flies.
when she just left us,
the eldest-me was only 12 then.
and now the youngest-darren is alr 13.
i used to be the tallest, and now the shortest)=

anyway, its father's day after this.
and also dad's birthday.
have to start saving money for celebrations alr.
im bankrupt!!!
des sponsored everything today=D
for both darren and me!

2008-05-08T00:13:00.022+08:00

futsal ytd and shooting today.
enjoyed lai lai!

shooting wasn't enough thou, toooooo many people.
anyway,main thing to highlight here is
i took away lotza lives ytd!feeling super guilty.

(pic taken by lec)

and that is to dissect larvae!
poke the head, and it will start struggling.
it seems like it gona jump out towards me,
onto my face or sth.
scary!
pull it apart and get the salivary glands to obtain the dna.
unlike the fruitfly, where you only touch it when its asleep!

i know i cnt do the same to the micey.
injecting it is a prob,
and not to mention, dissecting it.

2008-05-06T00:50:00.002+08:00

2m03 gathering outside emart,
late for class INTENTIONALLY.
and got scolded in the end.
mo3 as usual.
on and steady, immune to such 'scoldings'

FUTSAL tmr!
SHOOTING on wed!
excited!!=DD
ccas points for this year will definitely beat my year 1 record of 1!
pathetic hur?

anw, here to promote for IVAN.
booth at convention centre on next tues.
selling ben and jerry ice cream.
im being supportive.
better give me something in return=D

2008-05-03T22:37:00.002+08:00

crazy people playing ball at home,
jie jie can pass me the ball?-julene
pass me leh, why her?-darren
oh man, the 2 of them make me laugh like crazy.
now debating(kids' version)HAHA!
i think they really clique well but too bad, they can never be tgt.
and these 2 cant make up their mind on the design they want to get.
why not just say, ' dont want alr'
then i will save some $$=DDD
getting 8 pairs, gona be broke!

2008-05-02T22:33:00.003+08:00

what's after laos trip?
all the eco adventure camp?
or germany?
dad: anymore trips coming up?
me: yes.( showed him the 2 adventure camps and germany form.)
dad: want to go? i sponsor, go on my behalf, im too busy to go overseas.
never get a chance to go abroad with fam)=

finally he resign.
dad has been waiting for this day,
cux he dont want to sack people.
we know he would regret this.
which boss can stand his/her employee slacking like him?
lazy and irresponsible, you will never suceed in life.

united and steady m03!!
class havaianas,
futsal,
and the BIG BIG project as a class!
woooooohoo.

oh and zhi hong, or whatever his name is.
a new friend i made today.
when this old lady asked the both of us to take
the free new paper for her. zzzzz.
i dont even give a damn,
knew she wanted to tak alot and sell for money.

2008-04-27T21:07:00.002+08:00

class mo3 still rawks!
immuno lect, inter-class quiz thingy
we ONLY ans one ques-the ques which oher classes couldn't ans,
and we donate the point to other class.
how cool and generous is this?
and a big ZERO to our class.
cool shit!
either be the first or the last.
last shall we be, zero all the way.

NPSC camp is over.
quite a fun one with the super hyper 'gangsters'
with him-oh man, super entertaining!
HUAT AH!
and the super dirty skit by our grp was done succeessfully!
it kept the audience laughing.(y)
never have i expect pistol to be harder than rifle,
and heavier.
before you can even shoot,
your hand start shaking, and you cant even aim
thou i suck at it, its quite fun. =D

2008-04-17T22:34:00.004+08:00

i have a taste of year 2 life-for 4 days.
it's indeed quite diff. from year 1.
the modules especially.
all 4 core modules are all sciences, with so many pracs everyweek.
long hours for all these pracs gona drain me.
Immunology
cell culture and tissue applications
developmental bio and genetics
medical microbiology
flash animation
french language
the modules to handle this sem. good luck to me!

flash today(late for half an hour=p), its fun((=
however, it wouldn't be easy for an IT noob like me to score.
arcade drums, once again im playing it.
beginner thou.
ye tan is good!at that speed, i think i can only catch once every 2 notes.

2008-04-16T23:57:00.002+08:00

medical microbio(mmb) lecturer-super funny!
most enjoyable lecture i had!
she: ANDi(a cloned animal) is the opp. of DNA, just like nix is the opp. of xin

smartie.. she noticed this like immediately,
unlike chris who asked how this name come about.
HAHA!

NPSC briefing today. im so looking forward to the camp next week NOT
because big aunt is joining the camp!)=
forever so unlucky.

mmb prac(unlike lect) is so 'interesting'
doing all the usual stuff we did for mbio,
and having the same type of lecturer,
like you know.. zzzz-type of lecturer?
first prac session alr took up 3 hrs,
we can never expect an early dismissal on wed.
say sayonara.

i have to try to LOVE those mice,
for i gona deal with it for the whole sem.

2008-04-14T00:09:00.003+08:00

Amanda(ex-grps band leader) talked to me online.
she: u still keep that song ah ?

and also.. Damien
he: what song is that?
me: the one we played
he: how you get that?send me!

hahaa.msn shows what im listening to.
tarzan-GRPS and acclamation-GRPS

the difference. damien and i- the noob.
know nothing about the recording.
i didnt even know we went for recording back then,
until gregory sent me ytd.
still young.haha
oh man, all the memories.
fun being in the band, playing pieces together,
having camps and stuff.
and not forgetting, winning the gold medal and the title of top brass band.
simply miss that!

2008-04-13T01:21:00.002+08:00

daddy went to check his specs today and i asked for one too.
ahahaha!
while choosing...

daddy: xinfang only look at those at the side arh.. all those with brands
daddy'gf(she): haha.ya lo.
daddy: its your loss if you dont.(talking to her)
me: hahahah! you see! just choose, he will pay=pp
not really looking for those brand, but the designs just draw my attention.

but anyway, supposingly its the 2 of them changing specs.
in the end, only daddy and i.
hahaha. emporio armani.
andddd, because of this, i missed the first band today!
didnt get to see orchid park's pfm.

all the bands were awesome today!
some got silver when i think they deserve a gold.
they must be feeling very sad))=
terence, cheer up! heard that you were feeling very sad.

2008-04-11T15:22:00.002+08:00

9th april to singapore conference hall.
watched the entire central judging from 9am-5+pm.
the only 6 gold medals awarded to the 6 schools mr ng conducted.
Congrats!
Yuhua played acclamation-the piece which i first played for competition,
the piece which we got gold for and became the top brass band in year 2000.
OH! and gregory conducted one of the band.
i cant regconise him until sufiyan told me.
we must have changed alot over the years-7+ years.
and that explains why until now,
he still have no idea just who is this girl who kept looking at him.

'right on time'-intro-ed by ye tan
this music kept running in my mind.
and i guess everytime i play the drumset machine,
this piece will always be included.

school is starting real soon!
and miss chua xinfang here is still in her holiday mood.
not ready to wake up early every morn.
))=

2008-04-01T03:39:00.002+08:00

managed to catch a movie with them(lec finally woke up at 2.30pm!)
An Empress and The Warriors-must watch!
turned out to be SO MUCH better than expected.

More details at:
http://www.duncallmenini.blogspot.com
HAHA!

2008-03-31T10:04:00.002+08:00

Supper almost everyday.
skipping gym like today.
at least a kg increased, everyday!

yes!am suppose to go gym.
rae didnt reply me, lec didnt want to go.
soooo, only the guys will be going.
leaving me to stone here and gain that round of lards.

so anyway, for the past days when i have not been blogging.
nothing much was done.
except sleeping and meeting-up with people- rae lec ley nini ethan peter kenny alvin
alvin cooked us lunch and it was (y).
nini: your turn sooooon hur!

and before i forget! the enrollment for stupid IS!
it sucks totally like seriously
i didnt get what i want or anything close to that.
not because i was late or .........
whatever!
so flash and french,
or frash and flench.
hopefully, i wouldnt have to struggle only to get a just-pass-grade in the end.

2008-03-22T01:12:00.002+08:00

did i do the right thing?
make the right decision?
i thought i wouldnt feel anything.
wouldnt shed a single tear.
everything's somehow too late now.
i dont want to turn back.
and what?!
you apologise to my mum?
she's like up there!

and today i went to the cemetry with my bro.
and she's angry with me.
for what?!idk
3 types of result.
smile,angry,accept
bro got 'smile'
i got 'angry'
bro got 'accept'.
i talked to her, offer joss sticks
'why are you angry with me?, i didnt do anything')=
its the first time i got this after the 6 years since she passed away.
look into your picture, longing for your presence.
even if i cant touch you.
i want to talk to you,real badly.
i want to join you, but i cant
for i dont want to leave dad.
sighhhhhhhhh.
i really hope that a bomb will drop onto singapore and everyone will meet again.

breakingggggggggg down

2008-03-20T10:58:00.003+08:00

IM BACK!!!
2 weeks just passed in just a blink of my eyes.
happening trip indeed.
i miss the cool breeze even with the sun shining.
i miss the tut tut.
and definitely the tut tut driver.
joman's bread for breakfast.
dragonlodge!
all the sabaideesssssssss
the dance and fun on the stage.
the prata
soy bean milk
the coconut ice cream
'the aroma of the market'
the rehearsals everynight on the rooftop for bacci
speaking 'engrish'
my lost phone!
the students
my buddies
and all my teammates!!
oh man, its just 2 weeks and i miss everything there.
i dont miss anything in sg when i was there!
simply love the place!

2008-02-29T00:11:00.004+08:00

Killer Sudoku-samunamupure

its the first time i really sit down and solve a samunamuure puzzle.

and i did it! great sense of satisfaction.

really happy, much more interesting than the normal sudoku.

but it also does kill more of my brain cells.

look at the messiness.

here's one for those who may also want to try(=

2008-02-26T21:40:00.006+08:00

Vaccination was taken!
phew..~
was so afraid while waiting for my name to be called.
and yet! 'Chua Xinfang!' again and again,
to take my height and weight,
to check this and that.
i thought its my turn alr,
and it turn out to be false alarm.

and the eyesight test.
me:5,9,8
nurse: i think you come back another day with your specs.
hahahahahah!
the 8 turned out to be 0!
and its the last 4th/5th row.
how pathetic is that.

the Doc also suggested me to take 2 more vaccines,
really thanks, but no!
it took me lotza courage to take that typhoid.
and rae and lec kept laughing at me ah!

lec: 154cm
rae: What?! hahah!
rae is mean.NOT me.=p

and and ...
Ken asked me to be the singer for his new band.
how cool is that,
but.........
definitely not for me.(=
ken: u've got any friends who can really sing?
ken:preferably a girl..
ken: a pretty one..
ken:u know these chinese judges
ken: see the face
this is hilarious.

Dear auntie,
when are you coming to find me?
please come soon.
i need you badly!

2008-02-26T00:09:00.003+08:00

Im finally doing something to my blog.
aha!
exams are over, valentine's is over, and laos trip is coming!
oh my, excited! hope the weather there wouldnt turn me into a charcoal when i come back.

valentine's day was basically spent with my booooooks!
[and i guess it would also be so for the next 2 years or so, sadly)=]
and also not forgetting my les partner=p
and yes, i have to hang out with her more often before the trip for one simple reason.
anyway, although i meet none of you, still a big thank you to all the gifts.
appreciated.
pampered myself by buying a watch. i odd to!i survived that nothing-but-exam week!
not the armani nor the souvil. both couldnt be found.
BUT, it was compensated with an ellesse watch that caught my eyes when i walked past some of the shops in suntec.
glad, no regrets.
i believe i will if i were to spend it on a psp or something, which i will get sick of in just a matter of time.

exams.
regretted not studying enough for it,
but no point crying over spilled milk.
and i doubt everything can get into my teeny-weeny brain.
i will just end up mixing everything up.
RER synthesize lipids, SER manufactures membrane.
haha.
all i can do now, is to pray hard.
'dont affect my GPA that much.'

games of the month:
facebook tetris, psp dj max portable 2
SUPER noob in tetris.hahaa.
i can NEVER beat wj's highscore,
or maybe not even a tenth of it.
dj max, got trashed by wilson initially,
it got better in the end.
but still, its not very glorious.
being named a bully when i played with julene.
and she got wilson, the saviour!
annnnnnnd Once again, i was defeated!

2008-02-06T00:48:00.000+08:00

hehheh, people have been constantly reminding me to blog.
time's all used up by the studying of all the stupid tests and doing of projects.
and yes, most of it are over. just one LAST oc test tmr. hurrays!
i survived this sem ( you know i dread stepping into this sem so much, after hearing the complains from xaria) !

anw, 1m03 simply rawks. whole class actually skipped bstats lect and went to the gamesroom.
how awesome! i love this class.but sigh.. no more 1m03. 4 are leaving to BLT and the rest may be split into different classes)= more outing please. pubbing this sat?

big aunt is finally here to look for me. im always so unlucky. it was here during last year's cny, sentosa outing with 1mo3, cny'08 and most likely the first day of LAOS trip!!
more pineapples pleeeeeeeeeeeeease.

started to play DJ max again. and accumulating the combo is not easy for me. tend to miss one out of nowhere, and everything's gone.
BUT, on my way home today, i told myself, i will stop playing the first time i break it.
and it goes on and on to almost 5000.
seeee, you will not get it if you wants it, and you get when you dont need it.
it applies to almost everything for me.

saw tiger today.
just told lec about him and i met him.
and also edi-interesting.
why? get to know so many things about archer.
not for my sake, but for lec!
i did what you dared me to.
hohoho

charlie: its updated alr=D
to those who tagged regarding the meeting-up thingy, im sorry.
but those are mainly the ones that has been dragged for very long or just very upcoming ones.yup.

cny's coming. it just means holiday to me.
not much of a difference. just get 'pay-without-work'=p
gotta give some offerings to mummy tmr.
reunion meal.
its the first/2nd time im doing this.
ah shyt, unfillial.
the 6th cny w/o your presence.

vel: meet-up after 16th march, not this cny. tgt with darren,des and glenn?

i somehow lost track of what to post. so just all these stupid random stuffs!

2008-01-28T09:37:00.000+08:00

oki! being online at such an early time rather than rolling here and there on the bed,
there bound to have some reason for it.

and yes, lecomedian!
waiting for you.
anw, i saw that 'soap' guy yesterday,
taste not bad.hahaha

my beloved bro brought a few hundred bucks yesterday and asked:
jiejie, anything you wana buy? i buy for you.
and i go wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

im a nice sister as people know,
hahaha. i didnt use his money.
what a shopaholic,
he bought so many clothes and accesories
and also basketball shoes.
no basketball-too bad.
i stopped him from spending.

dad: how much you bought it at?
darren: $178
dad: ya, $78 right?
darren: how you know?
dad: if you say $128 or $158, thats diff. $178 and i knew you added a 1 infront.
we didnt even know its $78 instead of $111 before we pay.

dinner with my fam and anita.
dad: there's this guy who got alot of tatoos..blah blah..
and the gf of his persuaded him, pushed him to study.
and he achieved quite a number of As.

darren(talking to anita): i be your bf la, ask you to study.

anita: oh ..no thanks.. i can study myself

me(to darren): hahaha!people rejecting you now((=

meet-ups

2008-01-25T00:05:00.000+08:00

eddy: wa so long no see still so sadist

since when am i?
um..

eddy: btw, when you come back wanna meet for dinner? no see first.

hahaha.
usually this is my reply.
see first.
and then i'll forget.
to most of the people.
im sorry.

meeting up with daniel.
meeting up with cc.
been so long, and yet its not done.sorry sorry.
this coming hol?

meeting up with david.
i owe u a meal remember?

damien.
he owes me a meal.

xavier. lao peng you.haha
he's so busy now.probably after his A lvl?

delphine,daphne and yvonne.
when can we have our hol clash?

zaihua
angry with me for not meeting that friday.
i had something on.so sorry
will make it up(=

vel cousin
busy girl. hard to meet up.

laveen?
railway mall harrys?hahaha

most importantly.
a meet-up with all the TESTS AND PROJECTS!
exceed deadline and sayonara(=

2008-01-22T23:09:00.000+08:00

I finally replied him.
i am sorry.
didnt want this to happen.
i dread replying you.
i didnt want to hurt you.
but i know you are waiting.
counting every sec till the reply.
no reply from you, and was told that you were half-dead today.
guilty.
Friends we shall be. '

'Gal tell u something... waiting for ur reply...Is like striking 4D...lolx... dunno will reply a not and oso can half no sound no colour... ha ha ha'
got this from robin... oopsie..
will try to reply abit faster=p
i know i really do reply very slowly at times or not at all.

Got a message from derrick out of a sudden.
it has been long since the last time we chatted.
him: not i dont 1 msg u, i tot u dont like..
not that i dont like, but i dont want to see conflict between you 2 ( you know who you are)that is why we began to drift apart.
hopefully, everything's gona be better.

no jogging today.
stomach upset.
both wilson and me.
i dnt want to go down alone.
so.. i didn jog!
coolness, so additional layer of lard surrounding me now.

wordpress is giving me lotza headache.
i shall stick to this for the time being.

2008-01-20T14:14:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTDAY TO DARYL!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO DARREN DIDI!
HAPPE BELATED BIRTHDAY TO AH QIN JIE JIE!

it was so funny yesterday when i actually say this to daryl.
me: wenfeng's birthday today, never sing birthday song to him.
daryl: still dare to say. what about mine? still dare to say
me: oh ya! sorry sorry. happy belated birthday.
=pp

oh my, my memory's failing.
hopefully, the organizer which i just got will help me.

projects and tests, please get lost!

2008-01-13T17:47:00.000+08:00

oh man, i thought shaoyu will be the only one to comment that i look like ah lian.
now, even garrard.
image must be changed!
anw, speaking of him, a message was sent by him in the midnight.
'Since the first time i see u. i have fall for u.'
seems like watching a drama or things like that.
i only spoke a few words to him before
and that was when he served me when i was opening a new bank acc.

confession, some may take a few days and some may even take a few years or even not at all.

xj and josh was saying, or rather they heard, if you dont confess, you may regret it for the whole of ur life.

yes, its true. if A likes B and vice versa.
its so wasted if none take the initiative to confess.

but but but,
then again,
aishh,
i dont know what.

sms(josh and xj)
xj: cong shuai hor
josh: he beside me now
xj:xf also beside me now and i sabo you alot today
josh: oo.. i just show cong the message
................
................
................

confession for some is such an easy task
but totally not for the others.
which category do you fall under?

2008-01-09T23:09:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DANIEL!

im so so sorry.
my bad for not knowing.
and for not replying to your sms for the dinner-meet up,
on your birthday!

2008-01-05T14:31:00.000+08:00

lec gave her first time to me ~~once~~ thrice AGAIN!
to pub,play pool and to go home so late.
wondering around suntec aimlessly,
she chose to join us(gladys, sherlynn and tb)

i saw him there!
fated?hahahah

sherlynn and tb went off shortly after dinner at crystal jade kitchen.
it took us long to decide what to have for dinner.
stupid lec-anything, anything.
when i suggested so many, she disagreed with it!

anyway, went to harry's after that.
just the 3 of us.
everything we ordered tasted aweful for lec.
other than the lime marcarita i guess.
so unwilling to drink the cosmopolitan.
played games, to make her drink it=pp
oh ya!flaming lambo tasted great for her too ya?

pooling session at je.
hilarious.
lec goes YEAH! when i entered the black ball at the end.
she thought that she won.
hahahahahhaa.
sorry for being mean=D
'dont have to off the lights?'-lec

gladys and i had not enough of alcohol.
BUT, there's a new law?(obviously we didnt know about it)
no sales of alcoholic drinks from 12am-6am.
too bad, no more activities and we went home.

all in all, i spent more than a hundred bucks today w/o buying anything?
i treated the both of them since it was their first time and i was the one who suggested it,
even though gladys didnt really feel like it.
i think the next time if lec goes again.
she will just order a fruit punch.
or an ice water.
she thinks likewise.haha

daddy(goddad) is making me deaf!
HAHA!
the speakers are power!
dont know how many are there.

darren:adam's really fierce, i need money to buy black hair dye.
me: i told you!
i told him that the DM is really strict, he thinks that im kidding.
hahahaha. i believed that he will have to cut his hair too.

2008-01-04T00:27:00.000+08:00

some funny happenings during OC lecture today.

part 1
dr ong: ariffin, tell me the function of serotonin
ariffin: pass signals between nerve cells
de ong: other than this?
ariffin: i dont know.
dr ong: so what you know?
ariffin: its is a neurotransmitter.........pass signals between nerve cells.
so funny la. this answer was given.
and he insist on saying this.

part 2
a guy peep through door A.
went to door B thinking that dr ong is nearer to that side.
dr ong went out from door A.
the guy came in from door B.
cant find each other,
dr ong came in from door A,
and the guy went out from door B.
at the same time!
we were like watching some drama.

so anyway, schooling is not that scary after all.
except lessons like info comm?
i dont see the link between this module with our course.
needless to say, the interest in listening to him.
if not because of the gpa,
i wouldnt be bother with this module.
a TOTAL waste of time.

got back bstats and cbio paper.
not much comment.
no matter whats the result.
it will not affect much of the overall.

yay! 3pm-5pm tomorrow.
and its gona be weekends after that.
love it!

KIMCHI KIMCHI!
YUMMY!

2008-01-01T15:30:00.000+08:00

the last day of every year was always spent with my family.
31St december.
its mummy's birthday.
we will always go to some hotel to celebrate her birthday
and then to countdown for the new year ahead.
however, it only lasted till 2001.
just the beginning of the new millenium.

now, her birthday is still on the 31st.
but august, not december.
its her death anniversary.

whenever people mention things like 'ur mummy....'
darren will always go quiet at that moment.
he wouldnt say things like' she has passed away'
or anything close to that.
he never answer to the question posted either.
why?

2008-01-01T14:26:00.000+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY new year to all=DD
caught a fantastic view of the fireworks.
lucky us who went to harry's before the countdown started,
and have the seats back after the countdown.
hoho, lucky?
yes, of course. we dont have to squeeze with the crowd,
who started to scattered immediately after the fireworks ended.

year 2007 has ended.
the year which i made quite a number of new friends.
the one who always ate mac with me,
the ones who 'forces' me to gym,
and the ones who's willing to lend a listening ear.
the year with lots of up and down for me.
its definitely not a happy year for me.
i hope year 2008 would be a happy one for me and everyone else.
i met new people like eddie and charlie,
and i just know that they are cousins!
and robin, whom i really get to know only recently,
turn out to be gegory's(one whom i alr lsot contact for at least 5 years) brother.
singapore's so smallll.fact that cant be denied.

fresh new year ahead,
but the next few sights after the fireworks are all the damaged/overturned vehicles.
how saddening)=

so anyway, whats my new year resolution?
i have got no idea.
maybe to stop wasting my time sleeping SO MUCH more impt. stuffs?
um..

school's starting tomorrow.
8am to 6pm on the first day.
how am i to adjust back my sleeping time?

2007-12-29T00:31:00.000+08:00

liang called me on the 26th at 9.06pm.
oki, it was so exact because he showed me yesterday.
he called me around 12am that day,
and then from there,
i know that he called few hours ago.
i really didnt know.
i dont remember speaking to him,
gosh.so scary.
my soul left my body?
i only remembered david called.
um..

yesterday
had fun marching with rong, ah liang, edmund, thomas and ridzuan.
with some fancy drill taught by mr hong.
liang got lazy and chose to command us.
and dumb him make us turn like some idiots,
and laughing his ass off there!
mixing american and british style marching,
just a word to describe it.
blur!
tellthrong!

label: tiring day

at night when i was online.
mr z: any guy wooing you?
me: no
mr z: me not guy ah
speechless.
now i know why the whole of your class di siao last time.

today
bought 2 dresses today.
abit anyhow.
so long never buy anything,
'bu shuang'=p
dont even know whether it will rot in my wardrobe,
like my other clothes at home and in the warehouse.

tomorrow
dinner with robin.
his watch's still with me!
hahahaha.

new year eve
charlie ask to go countdown.
um..
thinking whether to go or not.
who i know?
jack, ivan and kelvin?
thats all.

2007-12-25T22:46:00.000+08:00

MERRY X'MAS TO ALL!

xmas eve at mr simon ng's house.

we arrived early to help with the decorations.

Done by rong & ah liang. the artists.
some credits to daryl also(=

done mainly by robin.

xinfang have done her part too, by shaking her legs on the comfy seat=p

'you can draw snowman, raindeer blah blah'=DD

being a band instructor and being a housewife.

which is the easier job?

asking the children of some,

papa's or mama's job easier?

papa: better say papa, if not i dont send you back later.

mama: listen to me, then i buy you christmas present.

papa: dont worry! i just got my cheque!

a(female): what you do when baby cry?

b(male): they want cry, just let them cry la

a(female): what you do when your kids dont want to study?

b(male): dont want study, then dont study la

a(female): kids, heard that?papa say dont have to study,

b(male): that is if they dont want to study, but they want to study=)

hahaha.this was hilarious.

heard that connie they all were there ytd too,

but unfortunately, they went to the next door,

didnt get to see them.

nat said it was very crowded next door,

so we decided to stay put in the more spacious house((=

went to clarke quay with darren, ah liang, rong, robin, terence and daryl.

slacked at coffee club.

first time there, thou given the wide variety of drinks,

i sticked to iced latte.

uh uh, not that nice.

delifrance's iced latte is still the best so far.

sinful to have supper there!

us, putting calories into our mouth,

and daryl losing calories every now and then,

riding his bike here and there.

when he's alr very skinny!

from bp to dont-know-where then to clarke quay.

from clarke quay to timah.

from timah to somewhere else.

cool!

his speed is almost the same as us even though we took cab!

pooled at timah with them.

darren's good.

lucky him to be able to get in at the age of 12.

it was daybreak unknowingly.

back home in the morning,

and out to meet marco.

and finally be back home at 5pm and zzzzzzzzzz.

that concludes my xmas((=

thanks to all for all the wishes and gifts.

2007-12-24T01:37:00.000+08:00

friday

now i know why darren find his new classmates nerdy.
looking at all his pics with his friends,
how they do stuns with their bike,
its simply amazing.
it make me feel so inferior?
other than the basics of riding a bike,
everything else is so foreign to me.
more likely, the bike will do stuns with me when i fall.
like bike over me when i fall into the drain,
or flat on the ground,
with my nose crooked,
like some destroyed plasticine figures.

basketballed with darren under the scorching sun at freaking 12 noon!
it doesnt help to rid off the layers of fats underneath my skin,
even when i continued playing badminton in the evening.
this is the consequeces of eating uncontrollably,
stuffing any edible food into my mouth every now and then,
just to satisfy my tongue-craving.
sinner.

free entertainment by darren and his friends.
when they do bicycle stuns,
and a friend of his who fell down and fly to a distant grass patch.
hahahaha.
great job thou.
they are my idol when it comes to all these recreational activities.
bicycle stuns, rollar blading stuns, and the few common sports.
thumbs up for them.

saturday
slight phobia towards tang yuan after since that day.
made me so bloated.
see! all the efforts made the day before went down the drain.
all of us, kids, played psp together.
multiplayer.
with wilson the pro and xinfang the noob=p
'jealous' uncle: all of you playing, i also wana buy. just to bai mei also happy.
his nintendo DS is so lonely.

feeling somebody's absence in this weekly gathering,
i went to a corner and started to tear,
until auntie came to console.

anyway, i gona cheer up from now on.
i know she wouldnt be happy to see this in the heaven.
you will always be loved, mummy.(=

sunday
stayed at jp for almost the whole day.
chatted with my family.
yipeee.! i love it!
having some moment like this ,with family, is really a blessing.
dinner at crystal jade kitchen is really awesome,
for a porridge lover like me.
but the soup kitchen beside was very tempting,
you know, soup is also one of my favourite=D
however,the queue was superb!
guess its the discount that's appealing to the people.

sudoku crazy now!
gain something out of it these few days.
realise another way of looking at it?

=D

um..its xmas eve now.
sense nothing.
look forward to the gifts exchange tomorrow thou.
ooops, i think i will only be the receiver =pp
gladys's working tomorrow, cant meet.

rae and lec, i cant find time to meet. sorry)=
kuku sit and durt are working also!
maybe on xmas day itself?at night?

han and zupeng in the noon.
4th uncle house in the evening.
then to mr simon's ng house at night
jack,charlie and friends. maybe during the midnight?
heez..

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

label: long wordy post.

2007-12-20T22:47:00.000+08:00

hmmph!
no one wana accompany me for a jog!
lazy people.. wilson darren and julene.
all procrastinating.
tomorrow!

2007-12-18T15:15:00.000+08:00

me: do you miss mummy?
darren: ya
me: i thought you wouldnt feel anything, for that time you were still very young.
darren: i still rmb when we were on the way to the hospital, and how she look like.
and there were many reporters on that day at the hospital. the newspaper article.
me: sigh, no matter how much we miss her, we can never never have her back.

mummy,can you talk to me through dream? or even appear infront of me?
someone actually dreamt of you telling her that you want to bring me along with you.
why am i still here? i want to see you so badly.
)=

others have mother to go shopping with them but not me.
mother to nag at them when they are home late.
mother to talk to, for almost everything.
its worst for my brothers who lost her at a younger age.

am lucky to have my dad and brothers with me.

mummy, this song is dedicated to you.
your fav. song.

I am sailing, I am sailing,
home again 'cross the sea.
I am sailing, stormy waters,
to be near you, to be free.

I am flying, I am flying,
like a bird 'cross the sky.
I am flying, passing high clouds,
to be with you, to be free.

Can you hear me, can you hear me
thro' the dark night, far away,
I am dying, forever trying,
to be with you, who can say.

Can you hear me, can you hear me,
thro' the dark night far away.
I am dying, forever trying,
to be with you, who can say.

We are sailing, we are sailing,
home again 'cross the sea.
We are sailing stormy waters,
to be near you, to be free.

Oh Lord, to be near you, to be free.
Oh Lord, to be near you, to be free,
Oh Lord.

2007-12-13T15:00:00.000+08:00

oki. CT's over.
was worrying for oc paper in the morn,
until this message that greeted me.
your phone number:
xxxxxxxxxx won $9500 in the yahoo! 2007 Mail Alert programme.
Winners contact mailprize253@yahoo.com for FREE claims and delivery details.
its a scam after all!

ah..whatever!
leaving house soon for our class outing at sentosa.
stay over. excited.
BUT BUT BUT
the day of the month have to come like today?!
spoiler.
and hopefully, it doesnt rain.

yesterday, darren called.

darren: jie jie, how? my bill burst!
me: how much is mine?
darren: $31
me: hor hor, u die. kana scolded lo.
darren: oki oki. i go sleep now.
its only 7pm at that time.hahahahah

and today i called him.
me: so how was it?
darren: papa didnt scold me! ah ma woke me up, say' wake up, dont need to act, he wun scold you' papa only say : next time you better dont bring phone to other country!

muahahhaa. will sabo him one day. will talk about it.
=pppppppppp

2007-12-12T23:58:00.000+08:00

oh man, the guy really freaked me out.

speaking to an invisible man infront.

more likely to be complaining and cursing.

took up the umbrella,cursing and swearing away.

and the nearest target would be me!

decided to ruuuuun!

lec and i then decided to pamper ourselves, to destress=p

and be the first 2 customers,for dinner, at fish and co!-jp

the very last place which rach will ever go to.

seafood platter.

finished eating..just look abit more messy?

at the very least, i didnt dump it into rubbish bin like i always do for ice milo.

hardworking lec-while waiting for me.

WE ARE ALIPHATIC!

2007-12-11T20:50:00.000+08:00

yes!2 papers's down.
but uh uh.

marks here and there were gone.

7 marks for missing a ques is ))=

so wasted!cant stop brooding over it.

miss zou gong so much.

never get to meet him- deprived of sleep.

inpromtu-met up with lec, wj and neo before cbio paper.

around 1am?

total crap, paper was at 3pm can!

and wj actually came with a pair of~~stylish~~ slippers

couldnt fall asleep at neo's place.

unlike...

too bad he wasnt drooling or anything.
if not, heh heh heh(=
lec better be becareful also=pP
and also to all my other classmates.

lec gave her first time to me again.

and that was to play bridge.

can you imagine we were playing cards instead of studying?

she, playing cards is like the me, reading comics.

soo kuku!what's blackjack?

gosh, i really cant believe that¬!

shock

anyway, we continued this battle the next day,

which was before stats paper.

yawn.. that explains why im blogging only like now?

some others caught sleeping=DD

distorted face of mine taken by weijie.
see, i have my own unglam pic here!being fair.

and the exam hall for stats.
nice! have to brush up my photography skills thou.

its abit too cold. wonder how lec can tahan without jacket.

thurs, sentosa with classmates.

till friday. hopefully, most will turn up.

2007-12-09T16:41:00.000+08:00

want so many things!
eat at indulgz bistro for xmas with fam.
dont know if dad is okie with this, or he want others.
showing him the website later on.

want to go to shipping place with dad!!
dad: how can?
me: can!say i am your assistant.
dad: oki, then you will talk to them on my behalf.
me: eh..nono.. say im still learning.

=DD. i wana go!

want that emporio armani watch!
or that seiko wan.
both are nice, cannot make up my mind.

lastly, want to study now!
its hard for me to concentrate.
even until today, i dont feel the sense of urgency)=

labels: i want everything=p

2007-12-08T13:52:00.000+08:00

stupid lec ps in the morn ytd.
called her for like 10 times before leaving the house.
and she just woke up!and chose to continue sleeping.
emu!

well, i still met durt anyway.
studied while waiting for com2 to start.
com2 was a total waste of time ytd.
when our group's paper was checked using my laptop,
a msn convo popped out, and that was laveen!
penny: teacher, laveen! he skip your lesson!
must be influenced by neo!

met xaria to study after class.
weijie and durt tagged along.
it wasnt really a study session,
nothing goes into my brain.
except for these:
why plants with chrolophyll looks green?
which fish can drown?
which plant eats insects?
percentage of similar genetic materials between chimpanzees and humans.
no. of times uterus expand during pregnancy.
which living thing can survive after being cut into a few pieces?
alright, these are what i got from a book in the library.
10 interesting facts of biology.
where are the other 4?

after slacking in the school library.
headed home and have a shower before meeting lec at mac to study.
cant believe that she gave her first time to me once again.
darren and wilson came along with me,
and met jack.
jack and friends waited for me when i went back home to take my earpiece.
and the 7 of us then walked to pioneer mall.
lec must be shocked hur?
meeting me alone becomes me+ 6 guys.
and once again, she was late!!!
meet at 11pm and was still near her house at 11.30!!

studied till 4 and gain nothing once again.
)))))=

nucleotide- monomer of nucleic acid.
nucleic acid- polymer of nucleotide.

the only thing that i wouldnt forget.

2007-12-06T16:24:00.000+08:00

[c=4][BK]GOD[/c=3] said:
hi da jie good luck for yr exam

my didi is so cute!haha.

we are suppose to be studying.
BUT, uh uh.
laptop is the main culprit for this!

counting down to CT-4 days.
still blankness in my brain.
if only i could shut myself from all distractions,
everything!
its wayyyyyyyyyyyy to hard.

anyway, i have been visiting the toilet so often since 2 hours ago.
until the people whom i walk past gave me the something's-wrong-with-your-bladder look.
cant stop myself from drinking from that 1 litre evian bottle which i bought.
and now, its empty.
goood!
my butt will then be glued onto the chair.

2007-12-03T23:19:00.000+08:00

IMPROMPTU!
this word describe 1m03 well. always the case.
just like today, decided on making class tee, and it was done by today!
everything.

decided to go gym last thurs.
went home and get change and headed to the gym!
swimming on friday.
everything's impromptu!

anyway, class tee was quite interesting.
the names, i mean.
cc- han-so-me
badd-baddass
clarence-claire
penny-myojo-jo-joe
((((=

class spirit!
gona win the match tmr.
goodluck!

2007-12-01T15:22:00.000+08:00

fun day out with lec,leh,tis & zihui ytd!

where's durt again? ps!

went swimming after IS.

and down to cityhall at 9+.

camwhoring through out.

will update them when i get it.

lec gave her first time to me once again!

1st: going gyming with me.

2nd: trying on clothes in the same fitting room.

wonder what's next?um..

IS ytd was fun too.with all the jokes we made.

and stupid weijie only remember this:

i get turn off by life guard who take off their sunglasses.

and the bitch fight between penny and durt was super hilarious.

have to siam violent durt!

if not, she will push me down into the drain or down the stairs sooner or later.

am suppose to meet lec and leh for ym this morning.

BUT, lec woke up so late!like 15 mins ago.

not free to exercise tonight too..saded!

lec, its your fault!

LEC the papparazi

this was what I took=DD

2007-11-30T00:13:00.000+08:00

coooolness.
walked to clementi from school once again.
people keep adding in.
1st, it was only me walking alone.
then me+leh
then me+leh+lec+tis
then me+leh+lec+tis+arfah!
who else wants to join us?

we walked because we decided not to go to gym or a swim.
exercise you know.
BUT, we(with lec & tis) went to gym after we get home!
lec was really the super lac wan..haha
'im hungry''im hungry' dumb dumb.
and so unwilling to run on the track with tis and i.
lazy bum!
it was her first time to the gym anyway, quite good alr.give chance.
but she surrendered!
me: tmr go again
lec: urgh..i dont want alr.

anw, went to pasar malam with lec after that
it was so hilarious.
the conversation between us.
the laughing gas around us that make lec look like a joke!
www.a-real-life-muppet.blogspot.com
she should have more details about it.

out of the 17 people in my class,
14 of us are going to sign up for the overseas trip to laos.
hope that there will still be vacancy for us.
people, remember to submit the form by this sat!

2007-11-29T09:44:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY!-a BAD day!
thou had fun playing captain's ball with classmates.
and turn up for stats tutorial with all the bad body odour.
was funny when mary asked us to do 2 ques from the tb.
mary: those who brought your tb, do it. those w/o, just sit there and do nothing.
class: none of us brought our tb!
united hur 1mo3.only class who have no tb at all.

the BAD part of the day comes shortly after.
during cbio lecture.
WE, 9 of us,(more than half of the class) skipped it, and most of us tapped our card.
and, the course manager was there to check!
4 of us, namely lec,leh,tis and me tried to get in, peeped from the backdoor.
but too bad, wj told us that our class's attendance was marked!!
UNLUCKY US!
skip ytd and they came ytd.

asked koonkit what happened during the lect.
koonkit: when come to your class, everybody laughed and your class guys were like GG!

label: 1mo3 simply rawks!-thou i think most lecturer dislike our class.aha

2007-11-26T21:24:00.000+08:00

Imagine me withoug you-Jaci Velasquez

As long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
'Til the end of time, forever
You're the only love I'll need
In my life, you're all that matters
In my eyes, the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You're the one that's there for me

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you
I need you

Chorus:
Imagine me without you
I'd be lost and so confused
I wouldn't last a day
I'd be afraid without you there to see me through
Imagine me without you
Lord, you know it's just impossible
Because of you
It's all brand new
My life is now worth while
I can't imagine me without you

Verse 2:
When you caught me I was falling
Your love lifted me back on my feet
It was like you heard my calling
And you rushed to set me free

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you
I need you

Chorus

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you
I need you

Chorus

I can't imagine me without you

2007-11-23T00:29:00.000+08:00

yeah!
all the tests are over.
thou so, results gona be (n)

phew, i got back my file which i left in stats tutorial room ytd.
and something funny happened.
i wore my slippers the wrong way!
and didnt realise until like 10 steps?
stupid me!!
embarrasing

did some exercise today.
which i din for the past 2 days because of the stupid rain at night.
walk 4km to clementi with rachel.
ran 2.2km with my 2 cousins.
ran 2.2km myself.
badminton with them.
walk another 2.2 km.
yeah!i wana slim down!!!

didi got back his PSLE results.
so happy for him!
(((((((((((((((=
i thought he may end up in NT.
not that i look down on him, just dont want to expect so much.
if not the disappointment would be wooooooooo.
anw, he manage to just get into express with 190.
overall, still satisfied with it.
gona reward him.
prolly a bike or something.

mary had a lan jiao bin........
lyrics edited by cel.
she's evil!
who's that mary?um....
hahahahah

2007-11-21T01:12:00.000+08:00

whatever!
i dont believe its so coincident and the world's so small.
this person was telling me: i think you send to the wrong person.
i was like, no, my phone was off that day, i DID NOT send out any message.
this happen half a month ago, when this person message me again today.
blah blah blah, can we make friend?
in the end, got a message from her in friendster.
'i did not know it was you. the world's so small. i swear i din know. i mean nothing.'
zuo zei xing xu
she's my friend's friend, but hello! i duno her at all.

anyway, did bstats. happy.at least i understand and know how to do.
(((=
goodluck to me for cbio test tmr.
nono, not prepared at all.

2007-11-18T00:43:00.000+08:00

just back from a band concert and gladys's at my house.
damn her.
she just spoke to her mum on the phone.

her mum: give me a time, what time are you coming back?its for your safety.
gladys: you mean 2am is safer than 4am?
her mum:*speechless*
XINFANG: *laughing*hahahahah

comment about the concert.
eh, wouldnt say they are very good, but still, great effort.
fyi: i am not a good musician too.
i love the sound of french horn!awesome.
guys who play french horn or saxophone are HOT!
really well i mean.
heard 'lord of the dance'
and reminded me of 31St NCO POP
when we played this piece too.
it was so heartwarming at that time.
playing in unison with 150 other musicians is definitely an unforgettable experience of mine. especially when they are so talented.
too bad couldnt be there for 33rd NCO POP this year.
venue was change and that we need tickets to be there)=

oh man, funny.
cabbed to tampines mall.
gladys and her friend, lijien was trying to act slang.
in the end, the taxi driver's eng was so good!
we couldnt even understand him.
speak like an ang moh.
2 of them ban men nong fu!
((=

2007-11-16T12:10:00.000+08:00

sorry for the late-update=pp

um..

cousin's wedding dinner last sat.

congrats to them!

handsome and gorgeous((=

had some photos taken on that day.

with my cute lil cousin

2 of them now.

with her again, but at night.

3 of them now.smile!

2007-11-06T13:20:00.000+08:00

went to bugis aft sch with my didi yesterday.
and i din know there's actually make-up tutorial !
if not, i will DEFINITELY skip cbo lect.geez*
anw, didi got his skinny and vest.
look so nice on him!
see the smile on his face upon getting them, i knew he's so happy.

he wanted me to go grandma house to stay
and being the kind jiejie here, i went((=
went to meet anita and gang before going.
oh man!it has been long since i last seen them.
dont even rmb their age.oops
some are transferring school. some are choosing school after PSLE.
umm.. too bad they cant stay late.
shall meet them out someday.
remember going to ecp together at late night.
having fun in jp arcade.
their band camp few years back.

anw, didi had so many bruises on him.
after the long day of soccer matches.
applied ointment for him.
see.i am a nice sister~

2007-11-04T02:14:00.000+08:00

i thought i will be the latest to submit the iac assignment,

since the dateline was yesterday.

but guess what?

i asked 4 people. none of them done it yet.

oh man, im the earliest in the end.

lunch at gladys's place.

the spag she cooked was yummy yummy!

szehan,as always, crave for snacks after dinner.

look at this!she found treasure!

2007-11-03T01:04:00.000+08:00

damien accused me!
since when i always pinch him in pri sch?
anyhow only!
hahaha.
i dont pinch people one okie.
i know i am very introvert in pri sch.
i seldom have fun.
talk much less than now.
so, how can it be true?

but anyway, i have a dinner treat from him because of this.

2007-11-03T00:10:00.000+08:00

evil evil friends of mine.
upload my ugly ugly pics in their blog.
beware!
and today was so unfair, when my phone's batt flat.
and they keep snapping ugly pics.

had food from secret recipe and choco fondue too.
nice nice!
will upload the pics when i got them.
crazy us,especially sit, were laughing like nobody's business.
and stupidly!
and that obviously did not make us tired,
for cel and i took a long bus trip home without falling asleep.
great achievement.and we chatted through out the journey.
so different from when we just knew each other.
we barely exchage a few words each day.
then, i was like, oh plz, dun take the same bus as me, we have nothing to say to each other.haha.
now, whatever!

2007-11-02T15:15:00.001+08:00

shiiiiiiiit!
butterflies in my stomach.
30 secs to think.
2 minutes to speak.
its gona be my turn soon!

2007-10-31T13:34:00.001+08:00

muahahah!sit!

this is what's you wil get!

2007-10-31T13:20:00.000+08:00

fun day yesterday.
with neo the joker.
first,his laptop was confiscated, followed by his phone-for taking pic of the lecturer.ahahah.
and the nice nice sweet that celine gave to us, and weijie.
i will share it with my friends.when i have them((=*evil smile*
was the first time i walked to clementi from school.
my legs are short.it took me like almost an hour.
my classmates are rich people.

like today, shi quan and i were at the bus stop.
celine wanted to cab over to fetch us.
however, rach's cab arrived 1st-to pick me.
shi quan took sureeporn's cab.
cool!so many cabbed to school today.
flood the sch with taxis everywhere.

im enjoying the sweet now!
and stupid childish celine is flooding me in msn now.

2007-10-28T01:13:00.000+08:00

xinfang!why you smile until like that?eee

anyway, it was doughnut day. went down to raffles city just for doughnuts

worst for zihui who had to rush home to put the doughnut down before her french lesson.

2007-10-28T00:42:00.000+08:00

met up with two mad girls today.
szehan and gladys.
make me laughed like crazy.-at how stupid they were
we were SUPPOSE TO meet up to study.
but as usual, its so not us=pP
having FUN is still what we enjoyed most.

anyway, i saw 4 friends of mine today.
they were together, but i know them from different place.
henzy and adeline from sec sch.
bobby from pri sch.
jessica from lsct camp.
interesting right?the world's so small. or rather, singapore.

arghhh!i want to go for night jogging NOW!
nobody wanna go with me, how sad)=

6 more weeks to holiday!
time passed quickly.
yipeee!

anyway,people,
i had just linked a not-so-smart friend of mine in my blog!
hahahahah

2007-10-03T23:39:00.000+08:00

where am i going to after my poly life?
what i gona be in the future?
why am i here on this earth?
when all the unhappy happenings in my family gona stop?
what about my friends?are they still gona be my friends 10 years down the road?
when will be the day i will be saying goodbye?
does true friends exist?
and so do true love.
when can i close up the gap between me and all my cousins?
when will daddy's health starts to improve?
is money all we need in this world?
most of the problems are caused by money!
have heard friendship/kinship ending cause by money issues.
there are so many question marks in me.
i believe that there are more.
who can give me all the answers to all these questions?

2007-10-03T23:24:00.000+08:00

oh crap.
i was typing nonsense and decided to reach out for the ctrl, A, and del buttons.
i really have got something to pen down.
something regarding friendship and relationship.
but it seems like i myself don't know what am i typing!
im just not feeling good now.
not at all.

2007-10-01T03:10:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST DIDI!-DESMOND.

i miss u so so so so much!

daddy & i am glad that u have become much more sensible now.

im sure mummy in heaven sees it and feel it too.

same goes for darren, never see you revising for exams in the past,

this is the very few times i see it, i really hope you will do well for your psle.

mi: hows daddy recently?

darren: eh, got smile leh.

mi:okie(am really happy)

it's very seldom to see daddy smile.

he has so much troubles and worries.

be it our family, his health or his business.

i can see his mood getting better now,

but his health seems otherwise.

hope that his smile will stay and medicine can keep everything in control.

remember the time(p2) when i cried everynight before i sleep,

hide myself when mummy comes in to check on me.

till once, she found out.

our whole family cried together, a crisis faced.

after this was solved not long, mummy passed away.

leaving the 4 of us behind.

daddy is strong.

even now he talks about her occasionally,

saying he should be the one who should be punished in her place.

he must have done wrong something.

it really hurts me when he tells me this

remember another time,

was playing majong with frens.

suddenly receive a call from auntie beatrice.

she: are you at home?

mi: no.y?

she: i called your dad for very long, but there was no ans.can you go hm n check?

i rushed hm on cab, weeping on the way. praying hard that nothing has happen.

i ran home after alighting from the cab.

dad's rm door was locked.

i knocked, i banged, i shouted.

no response.

i quickly take out the whole bunch of keys.

tried opening the doors.

not being drama here, but the key to the door was actually the very last key i tried!

i dash in, shouting.

my dad woke up,

he: wad happen wad happen?

i calmed him down:nothing happen.

i hugged him and heaved a sigh of relief.

im so afraid of losing him.

labels: treasure your loved ones before you lose them.

2007-09-28T01:18:00.000+08:00

3 days of stock-taking at daiso is ovr!

leaving some bruises on knee due 2 the frequent kneeling.

anw, tired yet fun.

especially on the 1st dae wen i was teamed wif xiujing n johnson.

we crapped n tym passed reali quickly.

funi him climbed up the ladder,n jux nice bside the mirror.

lkin into the mirror, trying 2 act handsome.

puke**

hahahaha.

i wil laughed my ass off if suddenly he is caught doin so.

he lks lyk a malay, chi+indian=malay.haha..no offence.

n his chi is evn beta dan mine!hw can?such a disgrace.

3rd dae was crowded wif ovr 100 staffs.

dat xplains y the stock tkn was done at ard 3+.

motivation 2 work at daiso--- tomato!

hahaha,cute cute cute=D

isnt he?sherlynn n gladys.

2007-09-23T01:32:00.000+08:00

ah crap!

im soooo not looking forward to sch reopen

cux of the timetable!

freaking long wed 8am-6pm.

and my stupid fridae's IS in the aftnn til 5pm.

im SAD!

im so used to last sem's timetable.

lngest dae-mondae.

fri,jux til 12pm.

the best i can get.bt nw?!

it MAY be subjected to changes before school starts.

this is something i will pray hard for.yes,definitely.

2007-09-17T01:11:00.000+08:00

went 4 a concert at vch by sws.

mr simon ng was invited as a guest player.

cooooool!

he plays the snare drum or the drumset for al the pieces.

awesome!luv watching him plays the drumset.

he's reali cute, wen he stand up aft his solo,

he waved his drumsticks up high.

and gave a pair of twist wen his name was called upon.

its kinda weird thou 2 c him pfm wen he's the one conducting usually.

its reali the very very 1st time i c him perform.

hope 2 haf another chn soon(((=

oh n aniwae, i bought an item on9.

ive send the payment bt i stl din get it.

dun cheat tis poor ger's money plz.

evytym wen i ask whether is the item sent,

the person wil stop replying.

hope im nt tinkin too much,

jux mere conincidence.

grrrr~~~~

2007-09-14T03:33:00.000+08:00

A-day-advanced birthday celebration on 13 sep.

was greeted by a lollipop-lk-alike big cookie

from famous amous fm xaria n gladys.

(they act. wana get a balloon 1st to mke mi ps.

bt they cldnt find it.thk god=pP)

went on 2 sakura n had our(gladys,xaria,meiko,szehan & mi!) stomach filled.

the surprise 4 mi din take place thr,

it was at jp wen we walked our wae dw 2 the bench infront of famous amous.

wen gladys claimed tt she nid the toilet.

mi,sitted at the bench,shouted: i caught u!

aha,i saw the cake b4 they(gladys,xiujing n josh) reali walk out.

n the 6 of em sang the birthdae song reali loud.

u knw, lyk in the middle on the shopping mall?

damn!paiseh!

n forced to tk ugly photos)=

anw, thkz 2 al tt u guys haf done.

n oso a BIG thankyou! to those whu wished me(=

my 1st present of the day is my results.

sorta shock 2 haf a gpa of 3.913

CATS: B

physiology:A

microbio:A

maths:A+

i&p chem:A

bt hvn done the worst for IS module is such a waste.

it happen 2 most of us.

lesson learnt: dun tk it lightly.it contributes 2 our GPA!

yea n i met marco at suntec 4 kenny rogers,

sudden craving for it?

um..

n off to ecp for some seafood wif my fam.

traffic jam on the expressway all the way!

and only manage to reach thr at 8+.

had a nice chat wif daddy on the lng lng ride bk(=

2007-09-13T14:49:00.000+08:00

time really flies.

results finally gona be out tmr.

hopefully,

it will be a bdae gift 4 mi

n nt sth tt turns my smile into a frown.

2007-09-09T14:04:00.000+08:00

had bbq with 4e1'06

n yes, i had my 1st bd cake cut.

like super advance?

thkz to evy1 4 the surprise.

esp szehan!(=

2007-08-29T22:52:00.000+08:00

ytd, aft i tk my q num,

i was asked 2 gif 2 passport sized pic.

n 2 my surprise!,

yes, i hav 2-different ones.

goddamn.

n tis was wad the person act. said:

' u can tk hr, anw, u reali haf alot of tym.'

meiko haf the same 2,

bt she din bring.

n sooooo,

yes, being forced 2 tk my pic thr.

n it turned out real sucky.

had a hard tym pinning up my fringe.

n the person thr sure has poor editing skills.

nt tt mine is gd, bt stl..

it wun b as bad as hrs i bilif.

she made mi lk lyk a ghost?

white or rather pale face wif slightly red eyes!

nvm, im nt gona use the rest of the pics.

nobodi shal touch my passport or 2 c the pic.

muahahaha.

n aft which, i proceeded 2 the counters.

166-counter 30

167 counter 31

mine was 326!

n aft 20+ mins,near to 30,

its stl 100+.

meiko n i wr smart enuf 2 go 4 brunch.

we gt the cue fm the sky, quickly rush bk, wen it started drizzling.

n yes, we made it jux on tym=)

we den went 2 jp 4 a few rds of pool n 2 the arcade.

n crzy us, we spent 15 bucks on those machine whr u gt lotza candies n jackpot prizes.

bt it was stl worth it, we gt it=)

2 person 2 mention

stupid ivan popped out wen i was eatin mcflurry wif julene at jp(at nite).

'u nt scare fat meh'

cant u haf nicer greetings?

haha

knock some sense into mi thou,um.. diet stl eat ice cream.

funi & blur shaoyu whu msged mi ytd

2 ask wad tym r we miting 2dae wen we wr act. mitin tmr instead!

haha.

he mistk 2dae 4 thurday!

stdy too hard alrdy.

2007-08-28T07:51:00.000+08:00

Cool!

meiko & ivan wr on9 wen i slept at 3am.

n nw i stl c em on9!

bt stupid em.

so engrossed in their game.

1 dota-in n the othr maplin.

reply mi plz!

anw, gona chg my passport pic.

if u noticed, my pic is lyk so outdated.

lyk 10 yrs ago.

which oso mean ive nt been travelling 4 tt lng.

meiko's acc.in mi 2 do it lyk in an hr tym.

hopefuli the queue wun b lng.

i alrdy go earli enuf.

planned 2 go at 1pm or sth?

n guessed wad?! my IC is at grandma's hse.

n i nida go get it. shd haf ask dad 2 send it 2 me on his wae 2 wk jux nw.

its kinda late nw.gosh.

n i hafta get my ass of the chair,

my eyes of the screen,

my fingers off the keyboard,

n finali,

myself out of the hse!

if nt, meiko gona kill mi=pPp

2007-08-25T00:38:00.000+08:00

I've been tagged by: Zihui
1) Each player of this game starts off by giving 5 weird things about themselves.
2) People who get tagged needs to write in their blog of their own weird things as well and state the rules clearly.
3) In the end, you'll select 5 people to be tagged and list their names.

tinkin of weird things abt urself is weird.
um..
1st: dine at pizzahut often, bt nt 4 pizzas.
2nd: v. keen in finding ways to slim down. however, i nv succeed.
3rd: dun lyk the words : haiz, hai, hais or wadever!
4th: dun lyk 2 slp in aircon rm. prefer jux fan.
5th: xremely in luv wif pepper!esp the brand: 'cock and torch'

the 5 lucky people are:-
Gladys
Xaria
Meiko
Joshua
Truddy

2007-08-25T00:09:00.001+08:00

As promised. the pics. the tix are lnger den my body!

'' tis pic is nice!i mean the bkgrd.''-darn zihui

OMG!badd's caught acting cute!

hw can clarence be so calm?!
neo being seducive.

2007-08-24T02:07:00.000+08:00

in a convo wif sum monkeys.

darn hilarious

tok abt flying kites.

clarence, nt knwin hw 2, wanted sum1 2 hld his hands 2 teach him.

n he added : arfah cnt touch mi, im nt halal!

n we r voting sentosa or ecp tmr?

i suggested my void deck!haha.stl can skate or wadeva.

neo: xf's vote is void cux void deck!

we r mre bonded tgt.as the daes goes by.its fun!

some last min decision 2 ecp tmr! at 2am.tts so cool!

HEADLINE: CLARENCE ADDED ME IN MSN!hahaha.

all for his pride.

2007-08-23T23:43:00.000+08:00

went 2 watched license to wed with 10 of my classmates!

al the guys turned up.unbelievable.

we tk up 1 entire row.jux nice.for 11.

passing ard 1 pathetic popcorn bought by badd n chenchuan i tink.

anw, the movie was alrgt. hw swt the guy was to rite the vow on the beach!

went 2 haf pizzas. n had such funi shots by the guys.

wif neo, the pornstar!

wil upload it aft zihui send mi(=

n poor clarence whu's pic is wif neo.

n sent to rach as 'cb fren'

hilarious yet.....

bt anw, clarence.

cut ur hair!sry.im bein a lil mean.

bt its a piece of advise=p

yea, soon we'l haf chalet-oraganise by badd!

he volunteered 2 do so((=

2007-08-22T23:02:00.000+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVER!
yes, aft days of deprived slp, its finali ovr.

nx, the results.

i rather it cum at a much ltr tym.

4 mi 2 b prepared-2 accept it.haha.

anw, its ovr.lets nt tok abt it animre.

the end of the exams marks the beginning of the hol!

8 wks of it.muz mke full use of it to......

exercise!

AND

exercise!

and since ive nt been updating my blog.

i shall haf a long 1 tis tym.

and oso bcux of stupid rach!

lk at wad she tagged!-->

Saturday.

the celebration of godmum n godsis's bd,

which is act.tmr.

it was quite boring at 1st,

(tt mani went dw 2 haf a game of badminton)

until gladys, ivan and frens came at a ltr tym.

ivan n cousin jack owaes sae tis stupid phrase

'hw 2 sae leh' in chi. or infact. othr lang. too.

4 eg. 'an zua gong leh' in hokkien 2 grandma!

its reali irritating.

gladys has a wae 2 counter tt.

gladys: how 2 sae u kp saying how 2 sae leh?

ivan: how to sae u wana copy us n sae hw 2 sae leh?

n it continues..

wen ivan came into the rmb once again.

ivan: u al dun wana eat ar?(steamboat)

gladys: how 2 sae u wana ask us leh?

ivan: i wana ask u al can ant?can ant?!(he shouted bk)

tt was reali hilarious. can u al imgaine?haa.

he gt irritated by it! yes!suceeded(=

(rach n koonkit shd haf a beta view of it.)

n aft evytink, its ard 12am

gladys din wan 2 tk cab bk hm.

bt in order 2 tk bus, she hafta walk 2 a busstop tts quite far awae.

wilson n i acc. hr 2 walked thr,

n hw lucki she was, she caught the last bus!

yea, the dae ended.

julene(my cuz)ended up hvn a new sworn sister.

a huge tortoise soft toy!

haha.

OH!i promise IVAN that his big name will appear hr.

in my blog.

mke mi pester him 4 so lng b4 gettin an ans!

n in da end, hvn insufficient slp 4 IPC ppr ytd.

GOOD GAME for the ppr.hahah.

rach- ur words.

THE END!

tis post may b short. may b lng.

bt. wadeva it is!ITS HR.

updated.

so.......

DUN COMPLAIN!=p

2007-08-17T23:42:00.000+08:00

seriously haf got no idea wtf im doin hr nw.
spending the whole dae doin sum unimpt. stuf.
watch tv, play psp, slp. yes, al tt u can name.
and 2 gt a cal fm my youngest bro which further worsen my mood 4 the dae.
hopefuli, yes HOPEFULLY.
evytink wil b well soon.
ive no tym 4 it, i nid my energy 4 my exams.
n i bet im the onli lazy soul.
leaving BOTH Mbio n IPC untouched!

Tmr gona celebrate godmum's and godsis julene bd.
i hope my mood wil b brighten up.

2007-08-16T23:54:00.000+08:00

1st ppr of exam is tmr!!maths.
i feel much mre nervous dan hvn O's.
oh damn.
anw, gd luck 2 evy1 tkn their exams too(=

2007-08-09T03:23:00.000+08:00

im BORED!
bored bored bored!

2007-08-04T00:15:00.000+08:00

i act. turned up 4 both CATS & aerobics 2dae!
sad 2 sae.its the last session 4 both)=
had photo tkn n it shd turn out 2 b funi.

i shal state some unlucki hppenings 2dae.
went 2 meiji factory wif meiko & we saw tis choco gg at 3 for 87cents.
we bought it, n of course acc. with some other tibits too.
hapili queuin and gues wad?!!
meiko paid $28.
shocking isnt it?
went bk 2 check the pricing,
lol.we r so dumb.
its pricing for diff. weight.
wad we bought was act. 6.90 per pack.
we spent $21 on choco which we din wan it initially.
ask the cashier nicely, whether can she void tt off.
w/o hearing much, she was lyk no no no cnt cnt!
yes, we do knw tt we had onli ourselves 2 blame.
bt..um..
yea, bt ended up, another kind lady hlp us 2 void off w/o hesitation wen we asked hr. she's so kind.

nx, wana tk 79 2 je to lk for zaihua n gladys.
we tk the wrong bus, as in, the wrong direction.
we act. went bk to jp!!!
dumb dumb.
the board at the bus stop shows tt it wil reach je)=

double unluckiness instead of double happiness.

anw, the main aim is to stdy 4 physio.
hweva,it wasnt fruitful 2dae.
i jux cnt absorb the infos lar!!
can sum1 hlp mi?
i gona flunk it!

2007-08-03T00:14:00.000+08:00

going for CATS tmr?
going for CATS tmr?
haha..well..that was our discussion ytd.lyk 15mins ago?=p
mi,neo,laveen,penny n jenny.
i've decided 2 go, since its the last.
enjoy!!

daniel's on msn nw planning wad 2 do wen we mit up aft the exams.
jux lyk mi.hehe
tinkin of hol evn wen sch act. jux reopen fm the last hol.oops
anw,tis time rd, its 4 real.
hols's reali cumin!!hurray!!
gettin high myself wen othrs r mugging now.

i tink i beta start revising 4 my physio.ppr's on the 7th which is cuming lyk real soon n i haf such a tiny lil brain tt cnt reali hold much info. i seriously nid mre tym dan the othrs.um.. gd luck 4 mi! n 4 evy1 else hvn their exams(=

hopefuli i wil turn up 4 aerobics tmr.
dun b lz xinfang.

2007-07-25T00:21:00.000+08:00

yayness!gt the havaianas slippers,which i had lng wanted for.
owaes ended up buying clothes instead of tis.um..
bought a red 1 for xaria,
gladys bought a white one,
meiko gt a light-shade of pink,
n for mi. a darker shade of pink.
nice colours combinations=p

ps: frens out thr, dun laugh at mi wearing pink okie!!

2007-07-15T00:29:00.000+08:00

11th july.szehan's birthday celebration.
met hr up 2 celebrate hr birthdae at a sushi restaurant with gladys.
she was waiting for us at boon lay mrt when we wr buying birthday cake in jp.we tld hr tt yp went thr 2 buy pad.heez.
cut a small coffee cake we bought at polar.yea.
hope she luv the present we gave hr(a wallet shop wallet n a ip zone top which she is lkin 4) and of cux enjoy hr bd.

14th july. xiujing's birthday celebration.
we met 8am at boonlay 2 go dw to bedok-to tk gladys's n my pay. n xiujing for hr band prac.josh n xj's bf wr wif us too.
xj's bf went hm n prepare his gift?

3 of us,gladys josh n i den went to buy hr bd pres.
we gt a dress for hr n a ZA concealer which is on hr wishlist.
hr bro's gf bought it 4 hr too!we al saw it in hr wishlist!
aft buying al these stuff, we wr tinkin wen to cut cake n stuf.cux i haf project at 2pm n np n xj's band prac ends ard tt tym.i cant possibly fly fm simei to clementi within mins!
yea..n so we tk cab dw to simei ite, hvn yp n xj's bf 2 'lure' hr out fm hr celebration wif the band members. we had an old chang kee curry puff as the bd cake initiali n she was shocked!4 ur info: she lyks the curry puff,dats y gladys came up wif the idea.
n blah blah blah...went 2 sch do abit project n den went 2 haf ajisen.
fast 4ward sumore............

we had steamboat at xj's place.it wqas kinda funi.had lotza jokes 2dae. quite a num 2 mention hr. be it durin the steamboat or at ani othr tym.

some of it wr:
josh to xj:gif u a kik n u wil fly 2 np n den mit u thr.(a fast reaction by him n yp n i wr laughin the whole dae)
mi: both of u lk reali alike leh(xj n hr bro)
yp:u haf mickey mouse ear,she dun haf
xj's bro: mickey mouse ear?arent they suppose 2 b ontop?(gvn a blur lk)
aft tt,xj's bro went 2 watch tv,wif beautiful actress
xj's bro's gf: nah nah!tissue
xj's bro:i dun wan tissue,i nid a bowl
xj's bro's gf:(4gt wad she sae)
xj's bro: u udrstd y i haf mickey mouse ear alrdy

tis was hilarious(=thr wr mre durin the steamboat session. wif 2 couples thr, diff. treatment of bf 2 gf, n gf 2 bf.its reali funi.

played poker aft tt,play the pig game too.
they all shouted so loudly wen i finali bcum the 1st grade pig!al sabo mi!

anw,the dae ended wen we went hm at 11+pm.
josh mit the last bus den he wana walk hm!!!

evn though wif al tis, i haf sth else in my mind.
i dun feel hapi.
nt staying wif my bros nor wif my dad, i duno wen their's sth btw em.
onli til my godmum tld mi.
sigh..dad's so angry wif him.alrdy lost my mum,i reali dun wish 2 lose my dad too.i reali hope tt he wil b mre obedient.daddy's health is alrdy is poor condition.i jux hope it wil maintain n nt gt worst.nw daddy shift bk 2 grandma hse. its sth gd,he can at least tk care of my bros n the othr wae rd.hweva,i tink he wil b tired. his company is quite far,n his gf lvn at pasir ris workin tgt.it wil b tiring 4 him.wads the bez solution hr????can anibodi tel mi?
i asked him.so wil u b mre obedient fm nw on?
thr's no reply.
i knw he cant gif mi a definite ans animre.
he's nt naughty i shd sae. bt at least let daddy knw whr haf he been?!dun mke ani1 wori.
wenfeng:if u do c tis. plz ar. do well for ur psle,dun disappoint evy1 ard u.n to cheer papa up. u seems adding on to his burden nwadaes.

2007-07-14T00:12:00.000+08:00

i was the one whu pulled daniel to inline n den nw im nt in animre.=p
he evn haf 2 ccas nw.inline n rockclimbing.

wad bout mi?

ive gt none.i wanted 2 join np strings wif Xaria!bt we arent doin anitink.

rach rach:we shal try out squash on mondae too(=