HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST DIDI!-DESMOND.

i miss u so so so so much!

daddy & i am glad that u have become much more sensible now.

im sure mummy in heaven sees it and feel it too.

same goes for darren, never see you revising for exams in the past,

this is the very few times i see it, i really hope you will do well for your psle.

mi: hows daddy recently?

darren: eh, got smile leh.

mi:okie(am really happy)

it's very seldom to see daddy smile.

he has so much troubles and worries.

be it our family, his health or his business.

i can see his mood getting better now,

but his health seems otherwise.

hope that his smile will stay and medicine can keep everything in control.

remember the time(p2) when i cried everynight before i sleep,

hide myself when mummy comes in to check on me.

till once, she found out.

our whole family cried together, a crisis faced.

after this was solved not long, mummy passed away.

leaving the 4 of us behind.

daddy is strong.

even now he talks about her occasionally,

saying he should be the one who should be punished in her place.

he must have done wrong something.

it really hurts me when he tells me this

remember another time,

was playing majong with frens.

suddenly receive a call from auntie beatrice.

she: are you at home?

mi: no.y?

she: i called your dad for very long, but there was no ans.can you go hm n check?

i rushed hm on cab, weeping on the way. praying hard that nothing has happen.

i ran home after alighting from the cab.

dad's rm door was locked.

i knocked, i banged, i shouted.

no response.

i quickly take out the whole bunch of keys.

tried opening the doors.

not being drama here, but the key to the door was actually the very last key i tried!

i dash in, shouting.

my dad woke up,

he: wad happen wad happen?

i calmed him down:nothing happen.

i hugged him and heaved a sigh of relief.

im so afraid of losing him.

labels: treasure your loved ones before you lose them.