did i do the right thing?
make the right decision?
i thought i wouldnt feel anything.
wouldnt shed a single tear.
everything's somehow too late now.
i dont want to turn back.
and what?!
you apologise to my mum?
she's like up there!

and today i went to the cemetry with my bro.
and she's angry with me.
for what?!idk
3 types of result.
smile,angry,accept
bro got 'smile'
i got 'angry'
bro got 'accept'.
i talked to her, offer joss sticks
'why are you angry with me?, i didnt do anything')=
its the first time i got this after the 6 years since she passed away.
look into your picture, longing for your presence.
even if i cant touch you.
i want to talk to you,real badly.
i want to join you, but i cant
for i dont want to leave dad.
sighhhhhhhhh.
i really hope that a bomb will drop onto singapore and everyone will meet again.

breakingggggggggg down