Supper almost everyday.
skipping gym like today.
at least a kg increased, everyday!

yes!am suppose to go gym.
rae didnt reply me, lec didnt want to go.
soooo, only the guys will be going.
leaving me to stone here and gain that round of lards.

so anyway, for the past days when i have not been blogging.
nothing much was done.
except sleeping and meeting-up with people- rae lec ley nini ethan peter kenny alvin
alvin cooked us lunch and it was (y).
nini: your turn sooooon hur!

and before i forget! the enrollment for stupid IS!
it sucks totally like seriously
i didnt get what i want or anything close to that.
not because i was late or .........
whatever!
so flash and french,
or frash and flench.
hopefully, i wouldnt have to struggle only to get a just-pass-grade in the end.

did i do the right thing?
make the right decision?
i thought i wouldnt feel anything.
wouldnt shed a single tear.
everything's somehow too late now.
i dont want to turn back.
and what?!
you apologise to my mum?
she's like up there!

and today i went to the cemetry with my bro.
and she's angry with me.
for what?!idk
3 types of result.
smile,angry,accept
bro got 'smile'
i got 'angry'
bro got 'accept'.
i talked to her, offer joss sticks
'why are you angry with me?, i didnt do anything')=
its the first time i got this after the 6 years since she passed away.
look into your picture, longing for your presence.
even if i cant touch you.
i want to talk to you,real badly.
i want to join you, but i cant
for i dont want to leave dad.
sighhhhhhhhh.
i really hope that a bomb will drop onto singapore and everyone will meet again.

breakingggggggggg down

IM BACK!!!
2 weeks just passed in just a blink of my eyes.
happening trip indeed.
i miss the cool breeze even with the sun shining.
i miss the tut tut.
and definitely the tut tut driver.
joman's bread for breakfast.
dragonlodge!
all the sabaideesssssssss
the dance and fun on the stage.
the prata
soy bean milk
the coconut ice cream
'the aroma of the market'
the rehearsals everynight on the rooftop for bacci
speaking 'engrish'
my lost phone!
the students
my buddies
and all my teammates!!
oh man, its just 2 weeks and i miss everything there.
i dont miss anything in sg when i was there!
simply love the place!