muahahah!sit!

this is what's you wil get!

fun day yesterday.
with neo the joker.
first,his laptop was confiscated, followed by his phone-for taking pic of the lecturer.ahahah.
and the nice nice sweet that celine gave to us, and weijie.
i will share it with my friends.when i have them((=*evil smile*
was the first time i walked to clementi from school.
my legs are short.it took me like almost an hour.
my classmates are rich people.

like today, shi quan and i were at the bus stop.
celine wanted to cab over to fetch us.
however, rach's cab arrived 1st-to pick me.
shi quan took sureeporn's cab.
cool!so many cabbed to school today.
flood the sch with taxis everywhere.

im enjoying the sweet now!
and stupid childish celine is flooding me in msn now.

xinfang!why you smile until like that?eee

anyway, it was doughnut day. went down to raffles city just for doughnuts

worst for zihui who had to rush home to put the doughnut down before her french lesson.

met up with two mad girls today.
szehan and gladys.
make me laughed like crazy.-at how stupid they were
we were SUPPOSE TO meet up to study.
but as usual, its so not us=pP
having FUN is still what we enjoyed most.

anyway, i saw 4 friends of mine today.
they were together, but i know them from different place.
henzy and adeline from sec sch.
bobby from pri sch.
jessica from lsct camp.
interesting right?the world's so small. or rather, singapore.

arghhh!i want to go for night jogging NOW!
nobody wanna go with me, how sad)=

6 more weeks to holiday!
time passed quickly.
yipeee!

anyway,people,
i had just linked a not-so-smart friend of mine in my blog!
hahahahah

where am i going to after my poly life?
what i gona be in the future?
why am i here on this earth?
when all the unhappy happenings in my family gona stop?
what about my friends?are they still gona be my friends 10 years down the road?
when will be the day i will be saying goodbye?
does true friends exist?
and so do true love.
when can i close up the gap between me and all my cousins?
when will daddy's health starts to improve?
is money all we need in this world?
most of the problems are caused by money!
have heard friendship/kinship ending cause by money issues.
there are so many question marks in me.
i believe that there are more.
who can give me all the answers to all these questions?

oh crap.
i was typing nonsense and decided to reach out for the ctrl, A, and del buttons.
i really have got something to pen down.
something regarding friendship and relationship.
but it seems like i myself don't know what am i typing!
im just not feeling good now.
not at all.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST DIDI!-DESMOND.

i miss u so so so so much!

daddy & i am glad that u have become much more sensible now.

im sure mummy in heaven sees it and feel it too.

same goes for darren, never see you revising for exams in the past,

this is the very few times i see it, i really hope you will do well for your psle.

mi: hows daddy recently?

darren: eh, got smile leh.

mi:okie(am really happy)

it's very seldom to see daddy smile.

he has so much troubles and worries.

be it our family, his health or his business.

i can see his mood getting better now,

but his health seems otherwise.

hope that his smile will stay and medicine can keep everything in control.

remember the time(p2) when i cried everynight before i sleep,

hide myself when mummy comes in to check on me.

till once, she found out.

our whole family cried together, a crisis faced.

after this was solved not long, mummy passed away.

leaving the 4 of us behind.

daddy is strong.

even now he talks about her occasionally,

saying he should be the one who should be punished in her place.

he must have done wrong something.

it really hurts me when he tells me this

remember another time,

was playing majong with frens.

suddenly receive a call from auntie beatrice.

she: are you at home?

mi: no.y?

she: i called your dad for very long, but there was no ans.can you go hm n check?

i rushed hm on cab, weeping on the way. praying hard that nothing has happen.

i ran home after alighting from the cab.

dad's rm door was locked.

i knocked, i banged, i shouted.

no response.

i quickly take out the whole bunch of keys.

tried opening the doors.

not being drama here, but the key to the door was actually the very last key i tried!

i dash in, shouting.

my dad woke up,

he: wad happen wad happen?

i calmed him down:nothing happen.

i hugged him and heaved a sigh of relief.

im so afraid of losing him.

labels: treasure your loved ones before you lose them.